Hissing Fauna, Are You The Destroyer?

Pictures from Sunday when Louis came over. It was indeed comic relief when we played Wii with even Louis squeezing his incredibly unnatural large feet into a heel simultaneously. I've not heard the sound of a bass right next to my ears since the year of 09'. Fourteen more weeks till all hell freezes over.

And one more thing: can you please excuse yourself out of my head?

Wolves II

We'll not stop, yes? I know we won't.

If forever could be a person embodying our two en-captured minds,

the world, grass, sky will be added with clarity.

xx, 18.

Sugarcult

Just when the sweetest bit in life starts slipping away- absentmindedly. Don't lose your grip.

Fine Frenzy

The greatest irony of love; loving the right person at the wrong time, having the wrong person when the time is right and finding out you love someone right after that person walks out of your life.Most often we fall in love with the person we think we love but to only discover that for them, we are just for passing time while the one who truly loves us remains either a friend or a stranger.

When walking out could be a definite option. Should I escape;  escape this image my mind is always filled with of the profanities of love. I wish reality could hit me- right here, right now. So are you the option or the rejection? I shan't dare gather courage with my hands and mould them into something that might end something so beautiful. Seconds stroll past, minutes linger along, hours crawl. 

To E: Thank you for sticking by for the last couple of days when I was adopting a rather frugal and fragile persona. I love you for everything and the words you always give me.

To C: I love the ballerina that you are. For staying on the phone with me till dawn breaks, hearing my tears fall and my heartbeat slow down to a gradual stop. Love you Clara. 

Nebulosa

Edit soon

Stars Are Falling

It was sweet while it lasted. Need you so much closer;like heart needs a beat. But who am I to kid, this is not the lusted for fairy tale. Does the word forever scare you? When time comes, we'll bid the sweetest goodbye. And as of may 11, I call on separation. 

Intertwined,

Hello homosapiens,

am currently all wrapped up in thick layers of blanket with all my lads by my side on my bed. 

So I happened to kinda pass out(according to Luke) outside Zouk and was fetched back by them. When I came around I had some sick amount of food-think prata, briyani, paos, bee hoon, my favourite soup. Oh great talking about all these is causing turmoil in my tummy. They're all gna stayover today. I had to promise them no more drinks till I get better. Oh well. 

In need of some serious shut eye though I woke up at 5 in the evening today. Think am gna turn in in 123 seconds. I know L's shoulder's always at the ready. 

I feel that I had finally found some luck today. You know I love you all. When the lads of aor magically turns into a four leaf clover(metaphorically). I feel that I am on the top of the world. And I don't mind even if it's just for a day.

Time can take it's toll on the best of us

Just realised that I haven't been updating much, here and on shortfolly too. 

Dreaming about devils and the deaths of angels. What does that mean?

I think I might have ADHD, I couldn't keep still for the whole of today. 

2 hours left me fidgeting with Bolshevhik/Stalin/Manshevhik/Lenin. 

Holidays: partying everyday until I crash and burn with insanity. 

                   loosing myself out-just for once. 

                  hopes of not falling from grace. 

Elevator Love Letter

There is none to be trusted, 

                none to be a pillar, 

               none to be a lover, 

                none to be a giver. 

I miss you. I mean it. Please come back, soon.

As much as I don't want to admit it to, I guess we will always be over.

It melted, undoubtedly. 

Fuck school;in need of a long break-preferably away from everybody.

And to think that I actually prayed last night.